Life’s Journey

Life has been tough. Relationships have been tough. Sometimes it stretches us down to the lowest level that leaves you to point of no return. It can’t be avoided, but facing it will give so much pressure. Unpleasant one.

Wish I could just go away and disappear and will not have to come back.


I need strength


It’s been more than three weeks that I consumed that smelly veggie soup to cure my illness. And it took a lot of strengths to hold my breath and drink it at once.

It is now the fourth week that the medication is on process, and I start to loose my strength to keep up with the smelly soup everyday …

Then bible verses I find today gives the strength I need :

2 Chronicles 15:7
But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded. (NIV)

Psalm 29:11
The LORD gives strength to his people; the LORD blesses his people with peace. (NIV)

Psalm 73:26

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. (NIV)

Isaiah 40:31
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. (NIV)

2 Corinthians 12:10
That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. (NIV)

Ephesians 6:10
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. (NIV)

Philippians 4:13
I can do all this through him who gives me strength. (NIV)

You never know how STRONG you are … until being STRONG is the ONLY choice you have

Deeper in love

Deeper in love

Deeply in love with this song ….

There is a longing, only You can fill
A raging tempest, only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord to know You as I’m known
Drink from the river that flows before Your throne

Take me deeper, deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper, deeper than I’ve ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

Sunrise to sunrise I will seek Your face
Drawn by the Spirit to the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You a hope that will abide
Here in Your presence forever satisfied

(Repeat Chorus 2 times)

How I long to be deeper in love


Wonderful Day

Wonderful Day






God Answers Prayers

It’s been almost a month since all these things filling my head: shocking news, doubtful thoughts, encouraging words and prayers from close friends and family, inputs and suggestions, etc.

It’s been almost a month that I learned that God answers our prayers. The mixed vegetables soup that I consume are so much blessed by His mighty hands to shrink the annoying lumps.

Glory to God in the highest!

Les Miserables

“lei miserab”  is the correct pronunciation of this French term. A novel by Victor Hugo that has been filmed and hit the box office.

It tells stories from misery to misery … though it’s full of music, but the tones are painful enough to slice your heart…

The last fifteen years of my life with its ups and downs often leaves me with tears and broken heart, through selfishness alone …

When will this gonna end ….

Don’t I deserve some happiness … ?


It Must Have Been Love

It Must Have Been Love

Lay a whisper on my pillow,
leave the winter on the ground.
I wake up lonely,
there’s air of silence in the bedroom
and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes and dream away.

It must have been love but it’s over now.
It must have been good but I lost it somehow.
It must have been love but it’s over now.
From the moment we touched, ’til the time had run out.

Make-believing we’re together that I’m sheltered by your heart.
But in and outside I’ve turned to water like a teardrop in your palm.
And it’s a hard winters day, I dream away.

It must have been love but it’s over now.
It’s all that I wanted, now I’m living without.
It must have been love but it’s over now,
it’s where the water flows, it’s where the wind blows.

Mumble Jumble

Life has been tough. Relations have been tough. Life is like waves … Low tides, high tides come back and forth …

It often happens when one special day is approaching. Why? When it supposed to face happiness, bitterness comes instead … Why?

I wish for comfortable and peaceful routines, why can’t it be granted? Why?




It’s hard to say I’m sorry … ?

Well … it needs a humble heart willing to reconcile, not to find whose fault, but rather to long for continuous healthy relationships between those you love …

After all that
We’ve been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to

And after all that’s
Been said and done
You’re just the part of me
I can’t let go

I love you, my big baby girl …